Wondering around the Internet I came to realise that when my mind is overwhelmed I need to do something. Not to lay on the bed and relax, because that would lead me into thinking. Following my endless thoughts is extremely difficult task and trying to run away from my thoughts is even more difficult. That is why I need to have my thoughts in some task, any task. These days have been somewhat stressful for me (with the end of the term just around the corner and some other things happening in my life) so I had to find myself something to do.
And usually this "something" is not anything useful or on my TO DO list.
Do you know what I love to do when I have so many tasks to finish, that I'm about to crush down? Waste my time! Right after I make my schedule, I just start something completely irrelevant like re-ordering my bookshelf or reading old diaries or browsing through something stupid on my computer. Yeah, why tidy my room when I have nothing to do? It's far better to do it when I have to write 2 essays for the next day, plus preparing for a biology test?
No, this mass that has been in my make-up self for weeks is far more urgent than everything on my schedule.
But sometimes there are some useful stuff coming out of this. Like what I did today >>
I have wanted to buy a clock necklace for ages and tonight, trying to escape my duties, I actually did one by myself. I decided to collide one chain that I got for my last Birthday, but never actually wore, and this clock I bought last summer when I was on my trip to Paris, France. Although the clock was really beautiful and from Paris, dah, I never wore it because I guess I'm just not that much of a bracelet person. I don't like having things around my wrists ( aside from the fact that I either brake them or tear off my clothes with them).
So finally I found a way to wear those two beautiful pieces together and lose some time and get a feeling of proud.
And wanting to share this piece of jewellery I said to my self " It's about time you start this idea of yours to make your own blog" And having the TIME aspect as irony of fate I really decided to do it. this is not my first blog, I have one about books which has been successfully running for 2 years already, but this would be my first blog in Diary Format. I won't promise to write every day, because I know better than to give promises that I know I won't fulfil, so I will just see where this first post will take me. If it's meant to happen - it will!
The song in my head - Christophe Maé - Je Me Lâche Lyrics
And usually this "something" is not anything useful or on my TO DO list.
Do you know what I love to do when I have so many tasks to finish, that I'm about to crush down? Waste my time! Right after I make my schedule, I just start something completely irrelevant like re-ordering my bookshelf or reading old diaries or browsing through something stupid on my computer. Yeah, why tidy my room when I have nothing to do? It's far better to do it when I have to write 2 essays for the next day, plus preparing for a biology test?
No, this mass that has been in my make-up self for weeks is far more urgent than everything on my schedule.
But sometimes there are some useful stuff coming out of this. Like what I did today >>I have wanted to buy a clock necklace for ages and tonight, trying to escape my duties, I actually did one by myself. I decided to collide one chain that I got for my last Birthday, but never actually wore, and this clock I bought last summer when I was on my trip to Paris, France. Although the clock was really beautiful and from Paris, dah, I never wore it because I guess I'm just not that much of a bracelet person. I don't like having things around my wrists ( aside from the fact that I either brake them or tear off my clothes with them).
So finally I found a way to wear those two beautiful pieces together and lose some time and get a feeling of proud.
And wanting to share this piece of jewellery I said to my self " It's about time you start this idea of yours to make your own blog" And having the TIME aspect as irony of fate I really decided to do it. this is not my first blog, I have one about books which has been successfully running for 2 years already, but this would be my first blog in Diary Format. I won't promise to write every day, because I know better than to give promises that I know I won't fulfil, so I will just see where this first post will take me. If it's meant to happen - it will!
The song in my head - Christophe Maé - Je Me Lâche Lyrics
